#15

A Loner and Her Laptop

it's a li'l past 1am and i'm still up, doing nothing in particular. missing a person but knowing i can't give in to my lonely urges. :( sometimes what's best for you doesn't always feel so good..i'm learning that. i'm truly a loner. i do have friends, but i barely am ever talking to anyone, or hanging out with anyone. 

is this how i really like it to be? i'm not so sure. i thought i did, but now i feel like something is missing. maybe it's just been too long. wishing i could rewind time and go back to some happy times, but also wishing i can make some happy times all on my own. i know i can anyhow. i should most definitely go to sleep very soon, but i'll be up doing whatever until i knock out. 

see you next time journal. <3